.my life has dramatically changed over the past couple months. such monumental events have taken place so fast i haven't really had any time to wrap my head around them.
.the ring on my finger, this life inside of me, poking around, figuring out his surroundings. my black kitten softly purring beside me as i type this. i've finally created a life of my own, a life that i dreamt about for so many discouraging teenage years. we're about to buy a house and prepare for this new life that's about to take us to a whole new connection of love and family. i'm not sure i'm ready, but when are you really ever ready for something new and unknown. all i can do is keep treading water and hope that i can keep my head from sinking beneath. there's still many things i still want to accomplish, i know that. i just have to take my time now and actually make a plan instead of plunging in headfirst in my immature spontaneity (my old self, i think).
.well here's to something new.
